I don't know... I'm losing sleep over matters that I don't even know what seems to be bothering me anymore than I should... Is this a sort of being weird and suspicious of everything all over again? I don't know... Indulging in Maple seems to be the only things that's been making me forget about some things and end up in killing and mindless slaughter of what seems to be "Green and Horny Mushrooms" hm... i don't know anymore... haiz... All i can think of is my darling... Just wisihng that after i start work, I might not see her as often than i should and I love to see her everyday, her smiles, her warmth, it just seems to radiate off her and bounce off every wall that she walks pass... It just seems so right to be around her.. My mood is taking me down the drain as i've been feeling down... haiz... donnou why... depression? hope not...

Mapling is fun as they said, but others may well say that it's a mindless game... hey, everybody's different, they have their own kinda thinking and thus the different opinions and stuffs... just like drum mania and para... who would'nt think that it's lame to hit a stick on a round pad or dance around like an idiot chopping air and kicking imaginary things? well, it's just opinions... but hey, i do that.. if you don't like it, i guess you could just say... "Go to hell... "

I think i'll go have breakfast now... it's getting late already... aw well... hope that later will be feeling better since i'll be seeing her... ^-^