Introduction
Hey there, Shawn or if you like, Matashiki here...

Feeling better already... but still... aw well...
however, I hope you like the layout...
Don't know how long am I going to be like this...
Maybe it's better to dissappear forever...
But I'll stay for a while...

matashiki_kawazu@hotmail.com

 Initials:
Shawn, Douglas, Matashiki Kawazu

Date of Existence:
27 Feb 1985

Homornial Difference:
Male

Horoscopic Difference:
Pisces

Sanity Level:
Norminal

Mentality Level:
Critical

Overall Status Rating:
0.5/10


Aim in Existence

Love is but a flutter of a wing,
a Breeze in the wind,
a Breath of fresh air,
a Touch of hearts and
a spark of Emotions.
What is love?
I can never find out...

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

 why? Why? WHY?!

Why do you people always force me to do things? Why do you all always push me around like some kind of doll? Why do you people always kick me around like a ball? WHY WHY WHY?! of all the people in the world, why me? why do you all always hurt me mentally and push so much stress on me? why do you all always blame me for things that i never do nor even thought about doiing? Why do you all tell me things that i already did correctly and still scold me for not listening? WHY? just tell me how come i have to suffer all your stupidity and authority? WHY? is it because i look like a pushover? Is it because i'm very nice to bully? is it because you all feel superior because you are all older and wiser than me? is it because you think that due to your experience, i'm not allowed to talk back and stand in my own point of view? is it because you all think more and know more makes me less experience than you all?

What is it to you all that makes you all feel so great? i don't know why i'm the one to take in all your abuse? i don't think i'm any different from others and i don't think that i'm anymore hurt than those words you say to me... what is it to you all that makes you feel taller than me? what rights do you all have to push me to a corner to make decisions for me and force them upon my shoulders? I so sdon't get it... just want to break down and cry... just want to let it all go and jump off a building, cut my wrist and bleed to death, slit my own throat and spill blood all over you and put these words on my grave:

"See what your ways have done to me, your forceful ways have pushed me to my death, blame not on me but yourselves. I will wait for you in hell to push you around, You bastards"

And i mean what i said... all of you are bloody bastards, i hope you all rot in hell with me laughing at your rotting corpse being feasted by maggots with scavengers not even wanting to touch your vile rotten meat. All of you should just go to hell...

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